These past few weeks have been crazy fun times. I guess It all started with Rev & Troy's fabulous MASH party. i got to see many of my friends, found out i may be related to a one, and got to spend time with a very special guy that i rarely --if ever-- see.

i guess when one door closes, another opens. i've tried hard to keep a friendship with my ex that might not have been a good idea. There's no breathing room for either of us, and i'm not sure how there can be if we talk everyday. it was making the transition hard for me. i had to step back, away from the bridge and try to find another way. Maybe one day, in the future, we'll be able to cope with having seperate lives.

My friend (an ex roommate) came to town, we got to have dinner a few times and spend time together. its funny how two years can change someone. And i suppose it can change your attitude and feelings towards them. i think the most bizarre is integrating a part of my pre-rennie mundane life into my rennie world. The results were pretty good. Without going into detail, i think this is a good start to rekindling an old friendship.

Work has been doing very well. Unfortunately, my brother quit his job today. i just don't understand why he would do such a thing. He said he was tired of waking in the morning and going to a job he hated. How many of us can identify with that statement!? But we --unlike he-- have bills to pay. So we go, we work, we make money, and we enjoy our time to play. i think, and i hope, one day in the future he realizes how much i've done for him and at least appreciates it.

in other 'today' news, it's my Mother's birthday. i got her a food processor. Seriously. why does one need this? isn't a knife and chopping board enough? She told me she wanted one and described it as "Short and round, with a long thing you can put things into." Welli. you can imagine what i was thinking. But i bought her the kitchen gadget and it made her happyi.as did the cash.

My sister's wedding is fast approaching. i need to get a suit or some such to wear to the wedding. Texas August Weddings are usually hot, so i may opt for a light shirt and tie outfit. My sister has been receiving many'o'wedding gifts. i'm actually a bit jealous, i wanna get married just for the kewl stuff. :)

My weekends are booked all the way up until second weekend september. i hope to try to sew some new garb by then, because it'll be not enough time until TRF begins! Maybe i can squeeze in a doublet and some new tights.

i miss all my friends!!! :) Comment with words!